I tell myself as I tried to make myself up
but it’s too late
I don’t want compliment or attention
I crave real love not likes
from a social networking website
and then you start to create this up
the image that is so perfect and flawless
and happy because you think that
that’s what is right
so you can’t fill a void with lies
you can’t solve pain with short highs
so you resort to late-night cries
and you wonder why
but the longest time I will blame my environment
the media my peers and I took me years
to see that it’s not you
if I want to change how I feel
I have to start from within look into my soul
what’s beneath the skin
because the solution is an external
don’t you see?
you can’t solve your problems with
what you see on your phone screen!
the answer comes from
who you are deep inside
all those thoughts and feelings you tried
so desperately to hide
I am capable so much more !!
and I don’t need to hear that from you
because I know it for me
See ! then you open your mind
you start to see things clearly
you are ambitions your potentials your dreams
you become free
so for the first time in a long time
I’m just gonna let myself breathe!
Today I choose me!